Well it has been a month since I have moved to Florida and my life has definitely changed.
When I first got here I thought moving in would be pretty easy, seeing that I had already found three of my future roomates from facebook...but of course that was never going to be case, so the three lovely ladie and I were split for a while due to STUPIDITY. Well, luckily we were able to get all settled and we even added two more amazing girls to our equation and we get along great.
As for work...I couldn't be happier. My job makes families happy everyday and my co workers were sooooo welcoming. I definitely found some great friends from work....PAC ATTACK!
Of course, with all the happiness there is always some bumps on the road.
Even though I love being on my own, I can't help but to feel to alone...
My roomies are great, but it sucks being excluded in things when you aren't that type of person to always go out and want to drink and drink. ( roomies are not alchies, but i'm more calm). It was bound to happen I suppose...the cliques.
I'm lonely also by not having that "special" someone there for you. I feel everyone around me is getting such great luck in that department and I'm not...
Could I get a guy to have "fun"?...sure. Do I want to?...of course not.
I just want that guy who gets me...who makes me laugh, who knows what im thinking without me saying a word. I guess I just want to find that spark that I thought I found back home, but that was more like a crappy sparkler on Fourth of July ( hahahaha).
Hmmmmm...I just need to patient i suppose. Easier said then done.
